Well, this is a start to a great week, first off J got to up early enough to get ready for school but not early enough as I had liked her to be but I guess we have to start somewhere right?..lol..As for D, she slept in longer than she usually does which made it nice for me since my hips were killing me, they still are. I think my pelvis is out of alinement, which sucks cause I either have to deal with it and wait for the darn thing to go back in to place itself or have the chiropractor do it. Which I cant see the chiropractor because of my back. So I in a no win-win situation. 

So, for now the afternoon looks like spending it with D, which she is in a great mood. Looks like some oatmeal for her and some cereal and coffee for me. Obviously catch up on my blogs, get a jump start on my homework (I attend online classes), watch for my personal lawn guy(who is a friend of mine, hehe)  and then J will be home from school, make dinner...and who knows whatelse. 

Jump back on here for a night cap and that was just my day folks..sounds like a fun life for me huh?? 


~~~~Toddles~~~~
Me!!!!

Yay!!! Updates, If your interested, Im back!

Hey!!! Hows everyone doing??? I am doing great!!! Well, I am starting to get back to the old Me again and start enjoying life and doing all the things I have been slacking on big time...Like..hmmm...This wonderful blog..Soooo!!!!

UPDATES!!!!!

 Well, for starters, my baby gurlz....They are fantastic. Pork chop, has now officially been changed to my "Monkey Gurl", tho she still is my little pork chop. We had a little incident that I am so surprised I didn't end up in the hospital for a heart attack. I was doing dishes and I laid her down for her afternoon nap like I always do, her sister of course still sleeping the day away. All of a sudden out of the blue I hear this thud...I go running cause my fears all came to a head as my heart almost came thru my throat with my hands still soapy and all, MY WORST FEAR CAME TRUE...all I see as I round the corner of the bedroom door is this blonde ball of hair and she is screaming....I'm holding back the tears cause I don't want to scare her anymore...So I scoop her up as quick as I possibly could and after about 5 minutes shes called down and I could assess the damages...lol.. Well, luckily all the little DAREDEVIL managed to do is scare the living crap out on not only herself by far but also her momma!! lol... So, I immediately lowered her crib mattress all the way to the lowest setting there is and now she is back to being head level to the top of the crib...I know it will only be a matter of time that my little daredevil decides to try that little stunt again, but for the time being my little blonde monkey is safe and sound. Thank the good lord above. 

That very moment I saw her laying there screaming gave me a huge eye opener to have short live can really be and how much I need to just enjoy the simple things!! I have also started to just thank everyday for the simple things in life as well as the loved ones and close friends I have and I thank the lord everyday for that.

So!!!!!

what else is new, I have started I guess you could say get back into my old routine of my mommy duties..lol..But this time, I went on the internet and found a bunch of recipes. Yes an assortment of them, side dishes, dinner meals, desserts and I put them in a binder and made a calendar for meals for the week and a shopping list of what I need so this way my anxiety stays down and no one is saying "Mom, whats for dinner??" You know that so infamous statement every child asks everyday..lol..I must say kudos to the Kraft website because they are simply awesome. So if you get the chance, check it www.Kraft.com ,I believe is the  address, and you will find everything you could imagine and they are simple things but there are some ones that are simply to die for!!! 

I am sooo sad to report my Babygurl started her 1st day of Jr. High, and I didn't get a picture of it, it was Tuesday and its not funny, but ironic tho...she was late..lol.. And actually I have left it up to her this week to be the big girl she claims she is and get herself up for school...NOPE!!!!...not happening..She has been late more than she has gone to school, so I have a solution to this nice little problem...We are going to get up at 6:30 a.m. and have breakfast and it will be our own little mommy and daughter time and this way she has no problems getting up and then I also can get my posting in and my homework done after she leaves, drink my coffee and get the baby her breakfast in her tummy...Sounds like a great plan...

Well, I think that's about all the updates for right now, Oh one more thing...No moving to Massachusetts like I previously posted, tho I am kinda upset cause it was beautiful there and I loved it, It was way tooo expensive to live. While I would get more in social security benefit, it would all be taken up in rent and that's if we could find a place to get in at a reasonable price. So our next idea is maybe Illinois or I was looking at one other place but Ill let ya'll know that when the time is right...hehehe...Can ya tell I want out of Wisconsin...My time here has been plenty and now its time to move on as they say!!

Laters~~Taters!!!!

~~~~Me~~~~

Wild~N~Crazy Gal

Well, today was better but had the baby was an absolute handful...OMG!!! In to everything...They told me the second one would be a monster and "I said sure I know"..haha...Was I ever wrong...I never believed it would be this intense...lol..She puts everything and anything in her mouth....lol..I'm telling you its scarey. My first one was an absolute angel. So I guess I'm getting paid 3 or 4 times over in the terrible two's side or something. However then she has to look at me this way.......

And all I can do is giggle but I have to remind myself each and every time even tho shes so darn cute and knows it, shes still being naughty...lol..and then she comes up to me and do this....each and every stinking time....

So There ya go whats a mom to do but keep saying to herself "I know shes cute but shes being naughty and she needs to be disciplined, be strong be very strong"...lol...So since you've seen the little one, here my right hand gal, my biggest helper ever. I honestly don't know what i would do without her...

Yep, shes my 12yr old. can ya believe it. Everyone says she looks like me but I don't think so. I love her more than anything, we've been thru so much and or rather Ive put her thru so much and she has been so strong for me, I couldn't have asked for a better girl. Kisses to my girl.

Well Night all,
Hugz~N~Kissez
Kelly

Hey Friends, 

Hows everyone today....Well, today was rough, as much as I dont like to mention it on here, like Ive said it before, I have my bad days and my good ones. Often times my bad ones over run my good ones unfortunately which really sucks because it takes away my time with the girls....sadly enough and today was one of those days...:( To explain a little Ive had two back surgeries that were suppose to help and fix me well....folks to say the least if anything they made it worse...and with for lack of better words mental issues...depression that Ive battling for over 12 years, bi-polar and anxiety and some days migraines, I tend to spend some days in bed for the day. Lot of the time it is for my pain of my back and nerves that just debilitate me and if your not familiar with chronic pain and things like that I don't think you would understand what we go thru but I hope with this blog, More people are more understanding. I am on SSDI and the fact that the word of being disabled has really affected me mentally as much as i try to think of it a positive way, a way that I get to spend more time with my girls but it still affects me negatively and I am truly trying to fight this battle brewing in my head. If you can understand. I had planned to have two different blogs, one that was all about the girls, a more positive one on life and then a seperate one about my daily battles with pain and life but I guess they all go together one way or another and I will try to keep this one as positive as I can but I will warn ya there are going to be days like today that my health takes over. 

So enough about that. Hows everyone else doing, hopefully better than me? I am all new to this so as I get further along I will add pictures and cute little things to perk it up but I am still learning. So please if anyone comes along as has a few pointers please shout out to me...but please don't be rude to me if you don't like it. Well I am off to check other people blogs...spy if you must to see how people perk theirs up and get my own ideas...I want people to visit and come back. I do have a facebook page linked with this but for some reason I cant get it to come up in the search bar...hmmm...and its really driving me nuts...lol..


me!!!

The last couple of days!!!

Well, I know Ive been working on my blog the last couple of days trying new things and just well...simply getting it up and running. Its coming along slowly and I am sure I will still adding things as I go along but I will promise to start updating it more often. 

So, what have we all been up to since I last blogged. Well, hmmm....Took a trip to the wonderful city of Boston and it was by far the best trip in sooo long, I would say. I guess you could say I needed it. I have to say Pork chop is the best road trippin baby to with us. She loved the trip, she was dancin in her carseat, singin along with the tunes, laughing and screaming(out of joy or whatever you want to call it). We decided that after careful planning and some other things that came up for the positive, that it is official we will be Massachusette's residents soon. Other than the good things, just need to start fresh, Babygurl needs to be able to experience things and be able to be in a place that she can grow and learn from. Here in Wisconsin there isn't much to learn from except for cows and cheese. LOL... 

I, for one need a change of pace and a new start. I feel like I am in a rut and since my life cant go back to the way it used to be, I have to start new. I was told to look at it this way, I am carving a new path in my life which is a good way to look at it. I need a new routine and I just lost my way here in Wisconsin, If anyone knows how I feel. I am going to be attending the University of Massachusetts-Boston, I am so excited to be attending an actual campus based school, for most of you who know me all Ive been doing is online college courses so this will definitely be a switch for me and I am so looking forward to it, a little scared but confident of the challenge that awaits me.

Hmmm, What else is new...Oh yeah, I dont like to talk about this on this blog but I am having to search out myself of course again for yet another Spine Specialist. In the last month or so Ive had increasing amount of pain that makes it hard to do the simplest household chores and even give pork chop a bath. Thank the good lord for Babygurl because she is my saving grace. Ive been pushing myself to atleast help out with the dishes and vaccuming ever so often, so atleast I feel like Im mom and Im doing my duties as mom, if you know what i mean. I often feel useless or not needed and it does get me down. So Im hopeing that this Spine doctor can do something for me, christ Ive had 2 back surgeries and you would have thought after those two, Id be better. I mean I can handle daily pain but when it interferes with lifes abilities to do simple tasks then I just cant deal with that or accept it. 

Well, off to get the rest of my homework done and ready for bed, Ive been staying up way too late and Pork chop has been getting up way too early than normal. Right, just my luck...Hey!!! Plus, we have had a guest at the house the last couple of nights, my adopted daughter I guess you could call her..I missed her..shes such a sweetie...We had planned on taking her home tonight but we are gonna keep her another night...She's stuck with us...Its okay cause she loves me!!!!

luvs~N~Hugz!!!!
Me!!!

Facebook page!!

Well, I finally got a little more figured out on linking my facebook page to my blog page, so come visit me at Facebook.com/Angeleyez9911. Still plugging away trying to figure this all out. Thanks for your patience...

Me!!

Hey all, Just wanted to jump and let ya'll know of my new facebook page I have linked to here but Im still working on I will be back with the address..lol..Have to figure that one out. Babygurl wants to get on the computer and Yes I have a paper to write so Im off to do that and let her have computer time....


Have a good evening all...

Me!!!