Hey Friends, 

Hows everyone today....Well, today was rough, as much as I dont like to mention it on here, like Ive said it before, I have my bad days and my good ones. Often times my bad ones over run my good ones unfortunately which really sucks because it takes away my time with the girls....sadly enough and today was one of those days...:( To explain a little Ive had two back surgeries that were suppose to help and fix me well....folks to say the least if anything they made it worse...and with for lack of better words mental issues...depression that Ive battling for over 12 years, bi-polar and anxiety and some days migraines, I tend to spend some days in bed for the day. Lot of the time it is for my pain of my back and nerves that just debilitate me and if your not familiar with chronic pain and things like that I don't think you would understand what we go thru but I hope with this blog, More people are more understanding. I am on SSDI and the fact that the word of being disabled has really affected me mentally as much as i try to think of it a positive way, a way that I get to spend more time with my girls but it still affects me negatively and I am truly trying to fight this battle brewing in my head. If you can understand. I had planned to have two different blogs, one that was all about the girls, a more positive one on life and then a seperate one about my daily battles with pain and life but I guess they all go together one way or another and I will try to keep this one as positive as I can but I will warn ya there are going to be days like today that my health takes over. 

So enough about that. Hows everyone else doing, hopefully better than me? I am all new to this so as I get further along I will add pictures and cute little things to perk it up but I am still learning. So please if anyone comes along as has a few pointers please shout out to me...but please don't be rude to me if you don't like it. Well I am off to check other people blogs...spy if you must to see how people perk theirs up and get my own ideas...I want people to visit and come back. I do have a facebook page linked with this but for some reason I cant get it to come up in the search bar...hmmm...and its really driving me nuts...lol..


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The last couple of days!!!

Well, I know Ive been working on my blog the last couple of days trying new things and just well...simply getting it up and running. Its coming along slowly and I am sure I will still adding things as I go along but I will promise to start updating it more often. 

So, what have we all been up to since I last blogged. Well, hmmm....Took a trip to the wonderful city of Boston and it was by far the best trip in sooo long, I would say. I guess you could say I needed it. I have to say Pork chop is the best road trippin baby to with us. She loved the trip, she was dancin in her carseat, singin along with the tunes, laughing and screaming(out of joy or whatever you want to call it). We decided that after careful planning and some other things that came up for the positive, that it is official we will be Massachusette's residents soon. Other than the good things, just need to start fresh, Babygurl needs to be able to experience things and be able to be in a place that she can grow and learn from. Here in Wisconsin there isn't much to learn from except for cows and cheese. LOL... 

I, for one need a change of pace and a new start. I feel like I am in a rut and since my life cant go back to the way it used to be, I have to start new. I was told to look at it this way, I am carving a new path in my life which is a good way to look at it. I need a new routine and I just lost my way here in Wisconsin, If anyone knows how I feel. I am going to be attending the University of Massachusetts-Boston, I am so excited to be attending an actual campus based school, for most of you who know me all Ive been doing is online college courses so this will definitely be a switch for me and I am so looking forward to it, a little scared but confident of the challenge that awaits me.

Hmmm, What else is new...Oh yeah, I dont like to talk about this on this blog but I am having to search out myself of course again for yet another Spine Specialist. In the last month or so Ive had increasing amount of pain that makes it hard to do the simplest household chores and even give pork chop a bath. Thank the good lord for Babygurl because she is my saving grace. Ive been pushing myself to atleast help out with the dishes and vaccuming ever so often, so atleast I feel like Im mom and Im doing my duties as mom, if you know what i mean. I often feel useless or not needed and it does get me down. So Im hopeing that this Spine doctor can do something for me, christ Ive had 2 back surgeries and you would have thought after those two, Id be better. I mean I can handle daily pain but when it interferes with lifes abilities to do simple tasks then I just cant deal with that or accept it. 

Well, off to get the rest of my homework done and ready for bed, Ive been staying up way too late and Pork chop has been getting up way too early than normal. Right, just my luck...Hey!!! Plus, we have had a guest at the house the last couple of nights, my adopted daughter I guess you could call her..I missed her..shes such a sweetie...We had planned on taking her home tonight but we are gonna keep her another night...She's stuck with us...Its okay cause she loves me!!!!

luvs~N~Hugz!!!!
Me!!!

Facebook page!!

Well, I finally got a little more figured out on linking my facebook page to my blog page, so come visit me at Facebook.com/Angeleyez9911. Still plugging away trying to figure this all out. Thanks for your patience...

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Hey all, Just wanted to jump and let ya'll know of my new facebook page I have linked to here but Im still working on I will be back with the address..lol..Have to figure that one out. Babygurl wants to get on the computer and Yes I have a paper to write so Im off to do that and let her have computer time....


Have a good evening all...

Me!!!